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~Beyond the bedroom window
There is a Kingdom of Dreams
And when you awaken to find it Reality
A facade will be what it seems~

The Dreamer:









The Night Goddess:











My Family:

















My Home:


Somewhere unknown and far far away...



Welcome to the Kingdom of Zaikyo



Latest Poem:

Through the endless hours of the broken clock
We signal the morning sun to appear
And race for the everlasting glimps of redemption
In which live for without fear

A diamond shaped light
Is burning it's way through the hour glass
And it creates a warped reality
That resembles the world's mistakes of the past

But we have a means to break it
This cycle that we seem to run in
And find the missing truth
That used to illuminate the darkness within

As the hand on the clock takes it's final spin
We run for the Reason of tomorrow's dawning light
And carry with us the Hope for forgiveness
Until the breaking of this endless night

We ride


The Truth of Zai

I love music! It's like air for me. I'm also into things like art, poetry, writing, acting, fashion design, and things like that. I'm albino so I'm blond but with green eyes instead of red or pink. I love making friends and talking. Though you couldn't tell by looking at me, I love punk and goth style. I don't wear it because my parents would never go for it, but I think it's really interesting and expressive. I love expression, probably because I'm some what of an empath. I'm part artist, part universal, and part something else that starts with a P but I can't remember...

So, I'm a fanfictionist/novelist and I'm working on this SUPER LONG SERIES called Jrock/Elements that will never end and has many books already. None which have been finished or even a quarter of the way done. I'm just so scatter-brained! I'll start working on one story and then go "Oooo! That would be a great idea for a story. Then I'll move on and come back and jump around. Honestly I don't understand how the people who read my series put up with the confusion. But, it's a really awesome series. It's about Zaikyo (me) and her friends (the other elements) and their lives. Of course, that's only HALF of the series. The story also follows Zaikyo and all her friends in Japan (who are all japanese rock stars or "jrockers") and all of the crazy magical secret agent weird crap that they seem to get into all the time. There is NO WAY though that I could POSSIBLEY explain all this now. But there'll be more info later. ^^

I'm also a poet. I like to use a style that I call "satirism." I like to write poetry that makes people look at themselves and the choices they've made. It's so weird 'cause I'm like so DENSE yet when I write it looks like I've been there. Poetry is big for me. When I'm not expressing my form of satire, I write deep poetry sometimes. It usually reflects something that's happened to me and how I feel about it. Since I'm and empath, I feel A LOT. So poetry is like my way of venting or rather suppressing.

I, as all my friends am I weirdo. Not to mention a Japan freak. So like of course, my series has all of these JAPANESE ROCK STARS. But also, my friends and I are in it. I'm Zaikyo, the elementist Water. My friends Karina, Sam, and Kaitlyn are Earth, Air, and Fire. Once you read my series, you'll love them. There all so interesting so they make the series fun! ^^

I like humor. A lot. And I love to write funny little drabbles and oneshots. I also have this random sayings thing going that my friends love. It's just the kind of twisted humor we have I guess. ^^

Um sometimes I rant. A lot.

I also just blurt out random things that don't really make sense. When I talk to people, I sometimes accidentley say something in japanese and I don't always realize it. I'm taking online japanese courses and I take spanish in school and next year I'll be in french so... yeah. I have multi-langual issues.

Oh and my spelling sucks. In fact, there are probably more misspelled words in this bio than there are correct.

I have a sweet tooth. Actually, my mouth is probably FULL of sweet teeth. I love candy, cookies, ice cream, cake...
Anything sweet!

Music and daydreaming are my two biggest things along with art and writing. Oh my gosh I love music so much. I can't live with out it! I listen to a lot of jrock and some jpop too. But I love all dtyles of music except rap, blues, and the worst of all, COUNTRY. Daydreaming and music are a blend that can't be broken. I apsolutely LOVE to daydream and I do it all the time. My life is so BORING and IRRITATING so the only way to get away is through my mind.

So, umm that's all for now I guess. ^_^ Loves!


My Jrock Boys:

Yomi-chan


Hitsugi-chan


Sakito-chan


Ni~ya-chan


Ruka-chan


Ruki-chan


Uruha-chan


Aoi-chan


Reita-chan


Kai-chan

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